LOVE

STOP BEING SICK

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and looove:D

TRANSPRIDE IN NOHO TODAY!

I am reallllly quite excited!!!!!!!!
its going to thunderrrstorm too, and little ashley might pierce her eyebrow?!?!? hahahahah!

Boots. Tomorrow Newyork. Next weekend BOSTON. LITTLE REESE. 70'S LOUNGE.

living it up

in other news, homework!??? baaah.

for sculpture we have to put together a thousand objects or do a thousand actions.

I am naturally going to pound a piece of sheet metal with a hammer a thousand times

(into a figure. hopefully. its going to be performative... but i have to practice! hahah!!)

ALSO I AM GOING TO NYC ON OCT 4 FOR MY CREATIVE WRITING CLASS TO SEE A PLAY THAT TAKES PLACE ON A BUS BY CLAUDIA RANKIN WHO IS ONE OF THE MOST AMAZING POETS EVER. HOLY SHIT

Her book plot isss one of my faavvvoorrites!!

PEACE

i should really go to bed

1. i like riding bikes
2. i like hammering
3. I like ginger beer
4. I LOVE SCHEILE.
5. I like chalk board posters
6. i like peppermint
7. I like metal
8. I like YOU

JESSIE YOU NEED TO MEET ALL OF THESE PEOPLE I MEETING OMGHOLYSHIT ITS AWESOME. ALSO THERES A GIRL THAT I KNOW WHO LOOKS LIKE YOU. YOU ARE REALLY HARD TO LOOK LIKE. ITS WEIRD. AND AWESOME. AND SHES GOOOOOFFFFYYYYYYY.

ALSO THERE IS SOMEONE I KNOW THAT IS AS SOCIAL AS YOU. Weird!

i misss you

flash freeze mob. org fair. be there.

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

1. i have towels now!
2. Ashleys family is HILARIOUS
3. art major. UHOH
4. a bit neauseas
5. two more words: l. word.
6. SCHOOL IN TWO DAYS! YESH!!!

I just remembered that tonks and lupin died, and it made me sad.

LOVELY

:D
Need sleep because sadona tomorrowwww~ Exciting! EMMY IN ALMOST 4 DAYS AAAAH
So beautiful lady, so excited, so lovely yumyum life

BRIANNAA HERE BEAUTIFULLADAY TOOOO

papago park just now wonderful, now sleepy time after personal poetry fest.

poetry weird, chop chop

no winding,
interesting

seven swans is haunting my mind and blowing me oblivian-wise

also MIND BLOWN AWAY HUNG OUT WITH COUSIN GOT LESEA TIPSY TURVY HAHAHA HILARIOUS
like him, ABI BUCKHALTER, HUNG OUT AT HER HOUSE, FROM MOHO,

MY COUSIN MET HER IN POLAND THIS SUMMER.

small tiny lovely little polish world

spoooonnnss. I sanded my right hand a little too raw, BUT
making my dad's present tonight,hopefully finishing my trunk tomorrow......asdfklkj!!

This new apple ababy is beautiful! Sleek majestic thing. ANd I have an ipod hahahasajf as;lkdfj a

and music! ALSO MAKING LOTS AND LOTS AND OODLES OF COOKIES TONIGHT FOR EMILY AND MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW.

I don't plan on sleeping at all. Actually, I just plan on drinking A LOT of chai tea FAR FAR FAR AWAY from my computer and going a little wonderfully crazy with myself. maybe play the sax a little bit, do some eight minute everything.

PARTY WITH MYSELF

CANT SAY COOL SOOOO COOL PURTY COMP DAMN SHIT LOVE

R.I.P

Sarah's macbook. 2007-2009. It was a good computer who knew how to handle parental abuse and an utter disregard for cleanliness. It was raised by wolves. After a long hard battle with its owner, it finally succamb to the cold sweet clutch of chai tea, like many before it.

You will be missed.

be happy :D

hate is a disease, please don't catch it.
and the impications of just one action... Just one bad intention, one push in a dark direction. Just one wrong desire on another person... Seeds.

spanning time and place. Replace hate, disgust, envy, greed with love in every action. Love in every step and every breath. If we love a little more instead of feeling pity for ourselves because we don't own the American dream-- maybe we could start helping the world little by little by little.

I may be dreamer,
but love is powerful.

I don't understand why there is death by the hands of other people, I don't know why some suffer and others only pretend too, and I don't know why life throws itself in a cycle of human conflict

and I don't want to,

but I do want to eradicate these.

peace. Think of love even when you hold a pen, or drink a drink.

I don't know why people need to hate,
but I do know that people need to hope,
and in hope love lies inextricably.

Motion Theatre!!

SHAMELESS ADVERTISING:

Tomorrow at 11:00 a.m. at central and Camelback will start the second performance of the motion theatre companies light rail extravaganza!!! They will be riding the light rail for approximately an hour with 3 songs and 2 scenes up their glorious sleeves. Please come AT ELEVEN O'CLOCK and enjoy some free, public, and absolutely wonderful MOTION THEATRE!

ONCE AGAIN

11:00 AM CENTRAL AND CAMELBACK LIGHT RAIL STATION.

come or be MOTIONLESS.

Its really sad, because I've been reading my past entries and I never accomplished any of my goals for the summer working-thing. Working! Gah. Maybe one day??? hahahahahha.

But many pluses: Carved a working bubble pipe, a box with a secret door, and hopefully soon a toy chest!

Negatives: sand-paper I've been using, toxic! No ear protection.
hhahahahah!

Oh well, doctors today!

Lets see. OH HOLY SHIT. At mama Java's poetry reading last night I had a master creeper write a poem about me. It contained the phrases "velveteen vulva celler" "nectarous orgasm" and "ride your painted pony". AH. He also gave me a photocopy of his handwritten copy andsigned it. Twice.

At least it has been a source of plentiful amusement, rather than abject fear. (which, I feel, is a direction it could have easily turned)

L;JKF

OH! I HAVE A SAXAPHONE NOW! soooo excited! At least that's one summer goal accomplished! I loveee lovvee playing ittttt (especially when i don't have to report to anyone)

AND My dad might actually publish a book! He has a great new non-fiction story about phoenix in the summer, the homeless, and all the jobs affected by the heat. Its called "burning in hell" hahah.

LOVE

Apparently I have been getting very friendly in bed with a brown recluse spider! I always feel little buggies crawl across me when I sleep (and I know I have spiders in my room, they just like it there... hmmm wonder why, the mess maybe??!:}) but then I kept feeling one very frisky one while lying in bed and I jumped up and saw the little handsom killer smiling right up at me! Needless to say I will be sleeping on the couch until I... well... clean my room.

Me. With a clean room. What a sad sad day, but it is better than being wailing food for the smallest posoined violin playing just for me. peace n' love! :}

JEsSSSIE JESSISIEIEEE JESSIEEE! I HOPE YOU GOT TO SEE THE SHOW!
Sorry I don't have the numbas.

HOW HAVE I NOT SEEN ACROSS THE UNIVERSE UP UNTIL THIS POINT?
BY GOD BY JOVE BY PETE BY IT ALL i think its one of my favorite movies!

more woooood, whitepine heartwood, BEAUTIFUL
need to be careful, plan plan, cut cut, poke it through the holes!

And all you need is love.

And love may be a shit storm and it may be a rocket and it may be needles and pinecones on bare toes and it may be dragon pox and scorpians but its also sunshine and air and trees and flowers and seeds and mulch and a purr and a bray and clouds.

Don't forget the sunshine while your standing in the rain.

tonight i am going to go to a poetry reading at glendale community college dressed as gryffindors sword to prepare for the uber magical loveliness tonight.

this involves shiny silver lame pants tin foil and redness.

also I am stuck at home for the entire day for the rest of the summer as of last week because now my family has only one car ! My parents car (surprisingly not mine!) kicked the bucket and will not be resurrected unless the car company pays for it. We are 700miles out of warranty.... and the amount it would cost is as much as we have to pay back on the car... and they don't want to pay it so our case is being bumped up to saturn higher powers!
And unfortunately the closest bus stop to my house is actually pretty far away, but still I think I am going to take advantage of it.

for now I read the lovely harry potter and middlemarch and will try to saw an ostrich egg in half!

I LOVE YOU ALL!

PEACE N LOVE

NEW PHONE IS HEERRREEE!

GAH

hahaah so.......

my phone isn't working... BUT
I THINK I am up for a renewal plan... hahahaha
god, IT WASN'T EVEN MY FAULT THIS TIME!

Hahah my phone was just that crappy-- to die before I had the chance to slaughter it!

Of course, it is called "rugged". So that means it can take a beating, but its clockwork is subpar.

should have known, couldn't have it both ways.

BUT

plan box is done, and plan trunk shall soon begin!
I just need to find some cheap cherry or walnut maple (or even poplar!). Does anyone know of a lumber yard??

I am going to be a bunny on the hunt for some good wood.

my cat and I have just come to the fabulous understanding
that if she walks on my back and bum and kneeds them like a massage I will pet her a lot.